i want you like i want succulent strawberries dripping over a white lacy dress, i want you like i want complete silence on a sweltering august night, i want you like it's dead rats melting over hot gutters and then it's your hot guts on my body.
i want you and your collarbones tied to my strings of saliva, i want you smelling like you're some wild wolverine with incisors as sharp as rose petals, i want you broken and bleeding just so i can nourish your wounds.
i want you dangerously close and always so, i want you angry as you are passionate, i want you in ways i don't even understand.
Thank you so much, I am so glad you can relate! I feel like I'm going crazy over someone completely wrong for me and it's so hard to get it through my own head that that there are better people out there that are worth waiting for.
I've learned from my own situations that sometimes you just have to accept the pain and continue trying to live life to the fullest. It will be hard and hurt so bad at first, but if you let it keep you from living then you'll never move on. Your better someone or something will come along soon enough to rescue you. <3 Even then, it still won't be easy. there will always be residual feelings. But I put that under the category of "Life experience" We have to go through hard times, it's what shapes us most as people.
I'm glad I could say something to help. I know it can be so hard to work through something like this. Sometimes all you need to help you keep fighting is to hear someone tell you that it'll be okay. <3